Gratitude for blessings

Easter always makes me think of the wonderful blessings that are ours through the Atonement, crucifixion, and Resurrection of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. What beautiful promises for life eternal in exchange for our obedience and dedication to His commandments. A simple request. It also makes me realize that no matter what I do, or how hard I try, I can never really repay Him for the pains that I have personally caused Him to suffer for my sins. It is difficult for my mortal mind to comprehend the unconditional love that Heavenly Father and Jesus has for each of us. I am so greatful for the blessings I receive each day.

It also causes me to ponder the great blessing of prayer and how answers to complicated problems and situations come pouring down from Heaven when we are in times of need. The Lord truly hears and answers prayers, especially the prayers of little children and of mothers. I don't mean to take anything away from men by this comment, I just feel such a connection as a mother to Heavenly Father through prayer.

With Colby's recent surgery I find that there is always a prayer in my heart for his healing, for his comfort, for his family's comfort and for understanding and acceptance. I know that prayers are being answered for Colby. It is so cute to hear Tessa and Allie spontaneously want to pray for Colby- such innocense and faith in young children. I know that their little "pleas" for his well being are being heard and answered.

Erin reports that Colby is improving daily from the infection that has invaded his little body and that the doctors are getting his blood pressure under control during this hospital stay. I am so greatful for the miracles that happen in our lives that testify of divine interventions. What a blessing to have the Gospel knowledge that has been restored to us in this day to rely upon.

Wishes and prayers

I can not express how difficult it is to know that one of your children is struggling and not be able to do anything to help them. Even more difficult than this is to know that a grandchild is carrying a difficult burden and that you can't help them, or make the burden any lighter. My heart aches and tears fall as I struggle to find my own faith and trust in Heavenly Father's plan for Colby and his family. I wish somehow that I could take his place... yet I know that this is not possible and even if it were it would serve no purpose in God's plan. So I do what any mother/grandmother does- I pray constantly for strength for myself and for my grandson, his mom, dad and sisters, and other family members. I am so greatful to know that there is a plan for each of us and that even though we can not fully understand in this lifetime that everything that happens has a purpose and is part of a grand design.
I pray that Colby might be able to regain his ability to speak and communicate the things of his heart. I know that he is a special and valiant spirit and that he has important work to do. His eyes are full of love and wisdom. I know that if he could tell us what he knows we could better understand why this has happened. I have my own thoughts about it which make sense to me and give me some small comfort.
I am so amazed at Erin's ability to face each new day, each new challenge, with such calm and seemingly unwaivering strength. I know it is difficult to find the positive things in days filled with one challenge after another. I also believe that Erin is a special spirit and that she will be blessed for her willingness to accept the trials before her. Erin, if you are reading this, please know how much I love you! Also, never forget how much your Heavenly Father loves you- You are never alone. John, you too are a special spirit chosen to give strength and comfort to your family. I know that you too face challenges and trials because of what has happened to Colby. Hold on to your faith, trust in the Lord, build your eternal family and bless them through covenants only you can make. I love you too!
Sending love and prayers daily-